To my son

Dedicated to someone who gives me the motherly feel... Mstr.D':-)


Oh how the years go by,
Oh how time can certainly fly.
From once just a thought in far away dreams,
now into my arms and in my eyes gleam
the presence of you.
Your laughter and smiles
which go on for miles,
warms my heart and soul.
You're growing up so fast,
as I wish each moment with you to last forever.
My little boy will someday be a man
and right by your side I will forever stand.
I will pick up the pieces when you fall,
I will hold your hand and help you stand tall.
And when the day comes when you are on your own,
never feel that you are alone.
No matter how near or far apart
I am always right there in your heart.
Always remember whatever you go through
that no matter what, I will always love you.

Despair

If only you could see what is in my heart,
maybe then you won't have it torn apart,
with a resounding echo,
memories surface from the past,
may be you and I were never meant to last
but what of these emotions ?
Why do they feel so right?
Why must you fill my thoughts every single day and night?
I turn away;
Try so hard to hide but the further I went away,
the more a part of me died
now i'm without an answer-i have not even a clue,
of what else I can do to stop myself falling for you.
I look at my life and connect the dots of pain,
pain:you are doomed to haunt me over and over again..

Who is my Dad??

My dad isn't a hero,
Known by the world.
But a hero he is,
To me, his little girl.

My daddy is God,
Who knows all things.
And better than Santa,
With the gifts he'd bring.

I knew his voice,
Before I could speak.
And loved it when,
He would sing me to sleep.

He changed my diapers,
And sat up all night.
When my body was weak
And I'd put up a fight.

He taught me life's lessons,
Of right from wrong.
And instilled in me values,
That I might be strong.

And so through the years,
Like a hero he stood.
Working to give,
All that he could.

His presence is important,
And I love to see him smile.
For no one in the world,
Can emulate his style.

And so dear Dad,
My best memory to recall.
Is the gift of your presence,
The greatest gift of all.

Forgiving means...??

To forgive
Is not to forget.
To forgive
Is really to remember
That nobody is perfect
That each of us stumbles
When we want so much to stay upright
That each of us says things
We wish we had never said
To forgive
Is really to remember
That we are so much more
Than our mistakes
That we are often more kind and caring
That accepting anothers' flaws
Can help us accept our own.
To forgive
Is to remember
That the odds are pretty good that
We might soon need to be forgiven ourselves.
That life sometimes gives us more
Than we can handle gracefully.
To forgive
Is to remember
That we have room in our hearts to
Begin again
And again,
And again.
To forgive
Is another way to say
Whatever you do
I'd always love you

TERRIFIED BY THE WALLS WE'VE BUILT

How do we end something we cant seem to start?
how do you mend an unbroken heart?
something in your eyes I'll never let go
and your place in my heart you don't seem to want to know
memories, oh we've perfected these
they're all we have
close your eyes, you're here with me
there's this sick feeling, hollow, empty
you do this to me, stealing my energy
one last moment, one last stare
one last touch before we walk out of here
but I'm yours, eternity binding our hearts together
and as you lose yours, I lose mine
soft smiles, shining eyes, I want you, I love you
I always have, were running out of time
why work for this, just to walk away?
I don't want to look back and find I lost you half way
were here again as you stare into my hopeful heart
for some reason I've never been able to let you go
and as we gaze I ask you why
you answer me with silence, your words hidden in your eyes
I cant decipher you for the first time
I know you love me but this time i need words
I'll miss you so much
and I'm terrified of how much I know its going to hurt